Looking For A Blossom in a Flower Fields

alt title: "Mistake in The Flower Fields"

Looking at the vast flower fields,
filled with bees looking for shields
i am the bee for some
looking for a blossom

....
years have this small seeds growth in my field
maybe even before the old flower decay
longed for it, though i yield
caused it lies on the ethical grey

years ago, just before the old flower withering
i have make a "mark" to the flower
hope that after field reopening
she can give me a chance to show her

though i never wish for the reopening
cause all bees hope the flower could find its bee
though i am not sure the mark is worth remembering
but i just want to show the sincerity i could be

Life goes on like this and that
flower wither and decay away
bee longed for this and that
life is turning it away

maybe too many mistakes in the flower field
maybe it's too soon for the bud to know
though for now, i never intend to show
but the bud might have made a shield

though bee think that the flower field has banned him
closed the welcoming door
he is still appreciating a dime
that was given before

never will the bees killed the bud in his mind
always does he hope for the bud to find its bee
though it is not mine
regretful i won't be

a bee in the field become an annoy-er
but all he want is just letting the bud,
become a flower
....

J.L. 2009

Cap Go Meh (Fifteenth Night)

Standing alone on the pedestrian road...
at the side of a city's busy road...
Looking at a single-bright-round moon..
Thinking that it's too soon
for the time to pass by

It's been the twentieth times in my life
Experiencing the full moon vibe
yet happiness hasn't come any near
but still hovering over the cold dark night

Is this a choice or a single way?
i can't just make the time delayed
i thought my heart is beating again
is it just a feeling or a new begins?

Mixed feelings through the nights
is it a dream i should fight?
or is it just another dreams of life?
making me "thinks", i am fine?

I admit that i am flawed, in fact, very
but life is not like a sinking ferry
the mistakes will vanished along with it
but in life you will 4ever bear it

Looking again at the full moon night
wish that it will give me enough light
to guide my way through the jungle
painting over all my bungles....

Another Poem

Simmered into a new village
Fulled with people with aged
Felt pity with their pledge
To serve a new saint

Simmered into a new village
Fulled with people with aged
Wanted to help them not to beg
But they just make me edged

Simmered into a new village
Seeing aged people that's going insane
Tried to help for their sake
Just to have my light forsake

Simmered into a new village
Feeling pity with their hardship
Trying to help them ease out the hard stage
But they said they lose faced

Simmered into a new village
Seeing people fulled with ego
I do not know what can i do
I'll just go
go...........

Small Little Thing From Me

I am waiting right here
Watching before me
The water flows
With the old oak tree glows
This Heart still here
Waiting for you to come to me
The miss that i have just want to blows
But i can't keep up the pace to follow
I am Slow
Everynight i see u in my pillow
I was trapped in this dark hollow


Tethered, I know i can't keep up the pace
to follow the path of your fading trace
There is only one thing in my heart- your face

Every night, i cried myself to sleeping
All because it miss you and i almost can't bear
Miss mixed with fear
I just keep on falling

You are the missing pieces of my heart
....

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Untitled

I Woke Up Lack Of Passion
Walking Slowly and Waiting for The Bus Patiently
I Know That The Distance
Between Us Is So Far
But Still I Couldn't Balance
And Heal The Scar

Bird Flied Out To Make Her Nest
Leaving Behind Her Old Rustic Cage
You Gone To Faraway for The Best
Leaving Me Behind I Won't Mind

As Long As This Body Still Breathing
Even though This Heart Would Keep Breaking
Baby I just Want You To Know
How Much I Love You

At That Time When i Let You See My Heart
I Know That "I Love You" won't be Heard
I just Want you To know that
I never meant to fool you
I was Just Tethered

I was sitting on the library
keep Thinking as if you are here
Because i miss you and i almost can't bear
Hope You Can See It Clearly

The Day When She Left

Today You Go
To A Far Away Distance
I Have No Place To Stand
Cause All I Can See Is
A Gloomy Sky

Even We Were Face 2 Face
Can't See My Face

I Though i Have Already Forgotten U
But
A Week Before You Go
I Kept Dreaming Of You
It Maybe The Sweetest Dream
Cause In That Dream I can
Be With You
2gether
While In Reality
We Were Apart
....


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