Looking For A Blossom in a Flower Fields

alt title: "Mistake in The Flower Fields"

Looking at the vast flower fields,
filled with bees looking for shields
i am the bee for some
looking for a blossom

....
years have this small seeds growth in my field
maybe even before the old flower decay
longed for it, though i yield
caused it lies on the ethical grey

years ago, just before the old flower withering
i have make a "mark" to the flower
hope that after field reopening
she can give me a chance to show her

though i never wish for the reopening
cause all bees hope the flower could find its bee
though i am not sure the mark is worth remembering
but i just want to show the sincerity i could be

Life goes on like this and that
flower wither and decay away
bee longed for this and that
life is turning it away

maybe too many mistakes in the flower field
maybe it's too soon for the bud to know
though for now, i never intend to show
but the bud might have made a shield

though bee think that the flower field has banned him
closed the welcoming door
he is still appreciating a dime
that was given before

never will the bees killed the bud in his mind
always does he hope for the bud to find its bee
though it is not mine
regretful i won't be

a bee in the field become an annoy-er
but all he want is just letting the bud,
become a flower
....

J.L. 2009