Your Happiness

Thinking back on your happiness, i realized that i never succeeded in making you happy. When you are sad that time, i tried to make you happy for such a long time. But you were still not in a good mood. Suddenly at night i u told me that, there's another guy... The RMIT guy. After talking to him, it's like your mood suddenly change. I felt so useless at that time.

Still remembers a few times you are not in good mood, i tried to make you happy. When i asked you are you better, you would say that you are still not in good mood. The only time that i remember i can alleviate your mood is when i sent you a link to a video of a kid being rejected by a girl pianist.

I felt i am so useless. I can even make you happy. Yesterday, i talked to you after you coming back from your lunch. You didn't reply me. it has been like that recently. you would just reply "lol" or "haha". Yesterday when i asked you, is it so boring to chat with me? you said you are memorizing a set of cookies names. didn't that means you are bored chatting with me? you told me your cookies job start on 15nov.

I feel so ignored recently. sometimes during this last few months, one or two days you would chat "normally" with me. for the rest of the time, you would only reply me with a "lol" and that's all i get most of the time.

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