14 February 2011, is the date where couples all around the world celebrate the love day. In this day, couples will give the most special and heartening surprises to their partner.
I personally never put special meaning to this date before. I think it was just an ordinary day and talking about love, we can expressed it every day too. So we don't need a "special" love day as everyday can be special.
Around a month ago, i become closer to a girl. I never really meant to woe her at first but it all happened so fast till when i realized i can't let go again. I contemplated several times, is this good?
The problem is not because i don't want her, it's just that my past has something to do with her. I feel so awkward and i am not sure she knew about my past too.
But that's it, day passed and i follow the streams.
Then nearing valentine day, i try to ask her out before the date as we never went out together and only meet on several occasion. So we can know each other better too. But time just weren't right. And till the day come, we still haven't met in person.
On the day, i ask her out for the night but maybe she thinks i am teasing her, she got a lil bit pissed off. Haish... i feel so stupid....
After that date, she become so ignorant against me. She rarely reply my message, she didn't even read my bbm message on several occasion, let alone reply it.
Now i became to feel so down. and probably we never meant to be together. But i do 'like' her.
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